One week down, a bunch more to go

It's officially been one week since I last saw you. I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing, but I've only cried once since you moved. I feel kinda bad about it actually, the fact that I haven't cried more, because it seems like all of our friends who are in long distance relationships weren't able to function properly for the first little while when their significant others first left. I would love to ask you what you think about this, but I don't know if I want you reading this blog yet. I like being able to write what I want without having to worry about making you feel bad about leaving, because we both know it was something that you needed to do. I'm sure eventually I'll show you this, maybe when I see you next, maybe at Christmas time, maybe never. Who knows? Regardless, I'm still missing you like crazy, wishing you were here to help me deal with the insanity that is my life. I guess thats all for today.