Thursday, 2 May 2013

April 7th, 2013 diary entry

So as I said in my first post, I have written a few letters in a separate book that I wasn't sure if I wanted to put on here or not, but here's one from the beginning of April. That particular day the idea of you leaving hit me hard and this is what I said (fyi there were some tears on the page that I wrote this):

I wish I could ask you to stay, but I can't. And I never would, you need to make your own decisions and I don't want to hold you back or keep you from your family, but I wish you could stay. I am going to miss you so much I can't even imagine it. It hurts my heart just to think about it, even though your mom won't be coming to pick you up for another month. We still have a month, but with exams and everything that time will pass like nothing.

Please stay.

I love you.

Please.

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