We're about three months in now, not too shabby in my opinion. Three months of not seeing each other, of you going to Europe for vacation, and of staying together somehow. Honestly I don't know how we do it sometimes, it just seems crazy to me.
As much as I'm happy that we've been able to get this far, I have to admit I'm worried about how long we'll be able to last without seeing each other. Your parents are visiting for two weeks (!!) and you aren't coming at all during that time. I mean really? You could make one day of work disappear to come and visit for three or four days? I know you have a pet but there are other people who could look after her for a few days. I mean, take me for example, I have never had a pet in my life and I'm going to be looking after 3 dogs for 3 weeks.
I know this sounds kind of harsh, but I just really miss having you actually here. Skype is nice but it isn't nearly the same thing as having you here with me. I want you home.
And I know you want me to come out and visit you, which I would really like, however we both know my parents wouldn't exactly be super stoked about that one. Regardless, hopefully one of us can visit during christmas-break time, and hopefully we can have a bit of time alone. Or a lot. A lot works for me too.
Okay so I don't exactly know how to say this without sounding like some sort of whore but I really want to lose my virginity to you the next time we actually see each other face to face. Now this is something that I haven't told you yet because I'm kinda very nervous about the whole "having sex" thing, plus it seems like whenever I tell you about some event or whatever that I want to do with you it all ends up falling apart anyways, so why say anything if it isn't going to go they way I wanted?
Plus, kinda need to get a doctor first. Birth control is always a good thing.
